I would prefer that you do not attempt to contact me. As you should realize, who I am is just not important. Besides, I work a full time job, have other responsibilities, and am trying to survive a difficult life just like many of you. It will probably be a long time before I actually can look at these. If what you find here makes you think through what you believe, than that is as much as anyone can ask for. Beyond that, there are plenty of local resources for your discussion and consideration, and assistance if necessary.